Today was one of those days.
You know what I'm talking about.
It started out okay.
I thought that even though I would be away at meetings all morning,
I had things organized enough that everything would be fine.
Well, if I had cooperation, it would have.
I'll spare details but it wasn't the best of mornings.
This past week I've had a hard time.
I've had a serious case of the blues that I couldn't shake and it seriously left me exhausted.
My house turned to pot.
My family didn't eat well.
Things have been nuts.
Well, today I somehow got my band of wahoos to church and, once I finished last minute preparations for singing time, I sat quietly, saying a silent prayer that I could feel peace and forget the morning.
I am here to tell you that
prayers are answered--even quick, silent ones.
Once the opening song started, I felt peace.
Even my naughty children (Yes, in case you're wondering, teenagers are naughty in church sometimes too.) didn't take that feeling away.
I loved it.
The first talk was directed right at me.
It was on, of all things,
order.
"Organize yourselves; prepare every needful thing; and establish a bhouse, even a house of prayer, a house of fasting, a house of faith, a house of learning, a house of glory, a house of order, a house of God;" -- D&C 88:119
How many times have I heard this scripture and this message?
Seriously. Why can't I ever get it the first time?
I needed yet another reminder.
I knew what I needed to do.
My life has been chaotic lately.
Some things are beyond my control and I need to just go with the flow, but most things I can control.
I need to simplify.
I need to rally my family and get back to doing the things we've been slacking on and I don't care if they think I'm asking too much and that they think nothing is good enough for me.
(That's their cop-out statement, "Nothing is ever good enough!)
I need to somehow muster up some energy to get my house back in some kind of order.
It's time.
I can't have another morning like I had today.
So, today...
I'm thankful today that I have the opportunity to go to church.
I'm thankful that I can pray to my Heavenly Father anytime, anywhere.
I'm thankful that Heavenly Father listens to me and answers my prayers.
I'm thankful that I know what I need to do to make life better for me and my family.